The Publisher rang me late last night, “Sachin, how are you”, he asked, in his usual up beat, slightly condescending manner. “How’s the book coming?” The truth was since my ten days sprint in book writing, I just haven’t found the time to get on with it. He’s not happy - but hey - it’s hard writing a book on philosophy thats meant to reflect ones own life! A few of you guys have asked for an update so here it is: Chapter 4 called “Angels come in all sizes”, and this is from a sub-section called “Luck comes in Gangs”. Bear in mind that this is still only the 1st draft…so ignore the grammatical mistakes - there are plenty!
“What the fuck are you all playing at”, I yelled. “Look at what shirt you’ve got on, we’re Rangers, not bunch of pussy footing minnows”, I went on. “Now we have two choices in front of us. One is this, we go on that field half hearted, embarrassed and weaker than the opposition. If we go out like this we’ll get beat. Fuck it, we’ll get hammered. We’ve been played off the park by these, and I’m sorry to say that I think coach is wrong, it’s not about tactics; it’s about fucking spirit; the spirit to fight and to do what it takes to win.” Now while I was in the middle of this war cry, the opposition coach was carefully listening to what I was saying, I was completely unaware. “The second choice” I carried on, “is that we play like Rangers, we play to win, we fucking fight till we bleed and we don’t stop running till our legs fall off. If we do this for forty-five minutes, we’ll walk away with pride. So what do you want? In forty-five minutes you can become men or we can leave here as a bunch of pussies.” At the top of my voice, I yelled “What are we?” “Rangers” came the proud call back. The lads were awake and fired up for the fight. “Who are we?” I yelled again. The name “Rangers”, echoed across the field.
The team played like champions, we won the game by four to their two. It was an incredible performance. After the game, we went to shake hands with the opposition. Their coach came directly over to me. He shook my hand, firmly but with respect. His eyes told me that he was proud, of his team but also, of me. “Amazing come back”, he said. “Thanks”, I acknowledged looking down. “Don’t know if I like being called a bunch of pussy footing minnows”, he came back. I immediately looked to gauge his facial expressions. He was smiling and relaxed. “Sorry I didn’t mean for you to hear that”, I said rather meekly. “You have quite a character, I’ve never seen a coloured boy like you” he blurted out. His face showed no sign that he acknowledged that what he had said was racist and deeply offensive. He said it innocently; there was no malice in his voice or on his facial expression. As we walked in the direction of the changing rooms, he spoke again, “have you thought about what you want to do with your life”, he asked. “No, not really”, I replied. “Well, from what I’ve seen today, I think you’d make a great officer in her Majesty’s Royal Air Force. Why don’t you come to the recruitment offices on Rutland Street in town, and I’ll personally take you through what the RAF can offer someone like you.”
It took a while for it to sink in. The sound of “Her Majesty’s Royal Air Force” echoed in my head all day.